𝓳𝓪𝓴𝓮.

seeing everyone being happy hurts in a weird way.
          	i'll never go back to who i was a few years ago & i am not mad. 
          	but i miss being able to feel happiness.
          	sometimes it feel like nothing is real anymore, all those feelings aren't real, nor am i.
          	
          	sometimes i wonder if i really exist in this world.
          	i feel so lonely but there are people around me.
          	
          	it's embarrassing, everything i do can be seen by someone.
          	
          	¹⁶:²⁷ ; ².¹⁸.²²