Mini venty time:
I dont know why, but for some reason as of late I've been really.. I don't know how to describe it. It's like all the stuff I used to love an made me happy is just a burden now. I have a hard time getting up in the mornings, even just eating is a pain. I enrapture myself in video games, fictional worlds and my hyper fixations to pass time but otherwise I feel like: I blink and 5 hours have disappeared or seconds feel like hours.
It's all such a hassle, and lately, I wish the voice would come back. I really do. It's so lonely because I have no one else who can vent to otherwise.
My parents instigate my phone at every opportunity, so I can't text my friends.
The voice doesn't talk to me anymore and let's me sit alone.
My parents tell me that I've over exaggerating or can't do anything.
I just wish I wasn't here sometimes.
Why cant I just be happy again?