rclark4197

I'm hoping to start writing soon but with this being my senior year and stuff I just. UGH.

rclark4197

Imagine someone walking up to you and saying I don’t like the way your heart beats change it. Physically that isn’t possible is it? Well did you ever think that this is basically what we are asking gay people to do? Change your heart, because we don’t like the way it beats. 
          (Check out my newest essay for more!)

rclark4197

I'm gonna start writing a new story and updating this weekend I hope *crosses fingers* okay guys love ya!
          Hard to Love
          
          Hi the names Eleanor Calder I'm an 18 year old and I am a stripper, prostitute in a well known club in town. I've had an insanely rough past. My dad and uncles would take turns raping me with toys so I ran away. That's when Paul found me balling in the streets he took me in and now this is my life. No one leaves the building until they are 21 years old. My best friends are Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Liam Payne and Danielle Peazer. Louis here because of a bad past quite like mine but he's been here longer almost 8 years since he was 12. It's sad really he's been here so long he refuses to believe in love and he's hardened himself, the only people he trusts now are me and Niall. Now Niall really has no bad past he's the baby of us, he's only been here 2 years. He started dancing because he needed money, he danced for a year. Then he realized he could make more money being a stripper, prostitute so he joined Lou and I. Danielle is just a dancer she is dating Liam which I really hard seeing how Dani has to grind on random guys while Liam watches. Liam is the bar tender at our bar. Best one there is too. He helps us all out being us outside things seeing how Dani is the only one that's aloud to leave. Honestly there aren't any other relationships in or out of the club. Lou and Ni are like friends with benefits and I personally am in love with Niall. He makes me feel safe and like myself again. But it won't work out Ni and I work together so Paul forbids it and besides Caroline would rat us out if we did. Caroline is the bitch in the club. She will do anything to make others miserable. She used to like Louis till Louis turned bisexual. Oh I should mention the entire club is bisexual it revolves around them. The only one who isn't bi is Liam and I have no idea how he resists the sexy men in the club. Within a week though everything we have ever know will come crashing down before our eyes. We won't know what hit us. Just wait as you find out why it's really Hard to Love.