Rant Alert:
I always try to be a kind, good person. I've helped people who made me feel like nothing. I've helped people who would never cast me a second glance if they didn't need something from me. So why am I the one who always gets left heartbroken? I can't count how many best friends I've had who've moved on from me in a snap because they found someone better, or who have just left me with no explanation and stopped talking to me. I'm so easily manipulated and taken advantage of, and everyone seems to notice that. Why is it that the good people get hurt and treated badly? Is it because I let people hurt me in hopes they might actually do the same for me one day? And when can I stop doing that and take time to care about myself? I just wish I had an actual best friend type of person who would go all out for birthdays, like I see everyone at my school do, and that I could go all out for in return. Sometimes it just hurts so much, but I like helping other people, even when they wouldn't do the same In a million years.