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im so numb. Zayn has been a gigantic influence on my life and the band has been my support for years. They pulled me out of depression, now I'm just falling apart.
though if he's happy, I will support him. It will never feel the same. Though, i rather this then him being unhappy all the time, all I want is his happiness.
but this is so much to take in. One direction consists of FIVE members; niall, harry, liam, louis, and ZAYN. I won't call them one direction unless I'm referring to 5/5 because zayn Malik will always and forever be 1/5 of one direction, always.
I love you so fucking much zayn I physically hurts. I hope you are well... And I wish you all the luck in the world with your future plans in life. All I want is for you to be happy my darling .xxxx