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My lovely people. I've published 2 chapters. It'll probably still be very chaotic but at least I'm doing something with my life again. 
          
          Tomorrow I might do a very big spelling check and I'll make these parts a bit easier to read.

Hey….can you still see my private messages ??

I am actually gonna start writing something again. It might take a while before I publish the first part, but it's something

for whoever is interested. I've got an idea about how next year looks like. I know, I haven't done a damn thing on here for a few months I think, but I'm alive. I'm probably gonna make/continue some drafts I have into stories. But I have no clue yet. 
          
          And the move has been good. Except that my new class has a lot of bitchy and immature people, but I've just turned into the quiet kid who reads 90% of the time so does anyone have any recommendations for books in English or Dutch. Preferably not on wattpad then I can actually read it in class without having my phone taken away. so that would be lovely
          
          I hope you're having an amazing day and till next time

Hello lovely people, 
          Maybe you've seen it maybe you haven't... You probably won't read this anyway but I have made a short stories book. It's just random imagines I come up with. 
          
          And I'll try to write something or for the short stories or edit/rewrite my first book, but (the day after) tomorrow I've got EMDR. It fucks up my mind so I might not do anything. I literally forgot 90% of the knowledge I had I even completely forgot about some people in my life? But I'll try to do something. 
          
          I'll try going to sleep now. Good night. 

i have finished the  alternative ending!!! yay, now i can finally go to bed and sleep, but it was worth it. in that chapter at the end i ask what i should do next as a book, pls awnser that. 
          love you all bootifull humans ❤❤❤❤

I am awake when I should be sleeping... What ever. 
          
          I have begun writing the alternative ending for 'the dark lady' but... I had EMDR a few days ago... (For anyone who doesn't know what EMDR is just ask) my brain still doesn't really function so I didn't write anything anymore the past few days... I will try my best to write. "Why not wait a few days until EMDR doesn't make your brain not function anymore?" Well... For the next couple of weeks I'll do more EMDR... 
          
          So, that's not an option. And with me moving soon I thought I'd just say it so you know I'm alive and the reason why I'm probably gonna write a lot of random dumb shit down or gonna take a lot longer before continuing writing and editing the book. 
          
          I'll try to get a few more hours of sleep g'night (maybe not the best idea.. Staying up after EMDR XD ) 

I have a veeeeery important question for those who read 'the dark lady' I've been asked if I can make an alternative ending. And the problem is I've got two ideas... 
          One to make the simps happy and one to make mental health happy... 
          
          They are very similar tho... Exept for the outcome. 
          
          Please help me decided which one to make. Or if I should do both cause I will try my best to write out both, cause I've entered a creative flow for this book again. But it's night... And I've got school in 8 and a half hours... 
          
          Good night or day❤❤

Hi, I'm doing a bit better mentally, but still not amazing. But I thought of something and I think it's good if I share it with others. 
          
          I don't think anyone is ugly. There are people with amazing looks and people who don't have amazing looks, but I personally think it's more about what's on the inside (THE ORGANS, BLOOD) 
          
          so remember you're beautiful and no one is ugly. You can be hot, beautiful, handsome, pretty, average... But no one is ugly. And I think if you think that you're good looking you radiate that of off you and that makes you good looking. 
          
          I just had to say this, and if you disagree that's fine, but this is something I've thought about a few times and people deserve to know they're beautiful. 
          
          (I use beautiful as an overlapping thing okay, don't hate on me or think that it's not for guys, because this is for everyone. And I haven't met someone who I think is ugly,but maybe you just think u have bad taste or it's the difference in country) 

Hi sweethearts, 
          
          I know I've just taken of my third book 'just don't get caught', but it gives me too much stress to move, write A book AND do good in school. So I unpublished it. I hope you can understand. 
          
          It's so much stress that I los my 69 days streak from duoligo  I KNOW 69.
          
          and it's my birthday next Wednesday, in 5 days, but I don't know what I want to get. Any suggestions? 
          
          I hope you're having a nice day. And I'll probably rewrite or continue my book in A few months, I am gonna publish it later but now its too much pressure i'm laying on myself.