Thanks for your advice and i think its actually a good one,i thought of that too..But the thing is..We weren't that close and i didn't exactly know her as a person she is .. I don't have much of memories with her and there's been more bad words that i grabbed from all the earlier stories i've heard of her from my parents and other blood relatives..
So i guess i don't have many words to express it .. Only a few little moments !
(Ps. She's been really nice to me and my family later on from all i can remember ..I guess everyone makes mistakes..She did a few too )