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i love wattpad but this account feels so lonely

this account makes me so sad

i'm exhausted

fucking sorry for letting you down
          for stopping reading
          so sorry

i broke up with my girlfriend and i don't know if i should wear the hoodie she forgot or just wear one of mine-
          i also don't know if i'm aro bc i just don't really fell in love yet
          i mean i had (autsch) a girlfriend but idk?

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7wYkd8edelG1IQxlWlvS3w?si=KF6ut050R36HXWSjbJJowg&utm_source=copy-link
          let's run through the fields on summer nights in vintage clothes and scream to the music and laughing at the setting sun
          let's cycle through a little italian village and sit at the campfire at the beach and laugh with the people
          let's grab our lives and turn them the way we want them to be

the secret history and dark academia >>>>

i'm screaming
          but my head is under water
          my hands are in my hair
          and i still don't feel a thing
          get me out
          or throw me even deeper

i'm so heavy
          jump into my ocean
          can't you see me sinking
          love the fear of falling
          don't you know i'm
          too young
          can't you hear me calling you?

i feel bad and i don't know why
          i'm in the sea and i don't know how to swim
          i need to do so much and i don't know where to start
          i wanna be confident but i'm just confused
          and they all expect so much but i don't know what to do