I don't know if anyone remembers or noticed my upload of a genshin impact fanfiction I haven't even began to write. Reason is I kinda lost touch with genshin since the natlan release and haven't been playing, also school started so my motivation went down the drain. I'm really devestated because I was really, really excited to write that story with my own ideas.
Since I have adhd it's really hard for me to deal with transitions. Maybe that sounds familiar to my fellow adhders out there but it's already hard for me to go from playing video games to showering even tho I feel really filthy.
Sadly it's the exact same with writing. I love making my own scenarios, creating characters and storylines, but writing? It's somehow a huge responsibility I feel like, I want to catch the readers attention, wanna make them excited and wanting to read and know more about the story and my characters so I want to invest my blood, sweat and tears to make that come true, focus all my attention on that "task". I've never published a complete story since 1. Transitions are hard and 2. with my untreated adhd back then I didn't have a dopamine compensation and had zero motivation to write.