hello, firstly im sorry for being so off this year, this year broke me and fixed me in all very different ways and it was hard, i wont lie there were times where i felt giving up was the only option i had and i even tried, relapsed thrice but now im clean for 2 months now and in grateful for all the unsuccessful attempts. im writing again after a year now, im so nervous and terrified of getting back into something I've always loved because the void in my mind had started feeling so familiar the lines blurred and i took too many stupid decisions but now im back again so i hope y'all support me the way you guys always have, i love u and im grateful for each one of u<33