moonlight

Somedays i feel just so alone. like no one really understands what i feel, and while i know many have also had similar experiences to mine, i just feel so weird. No one is really there and while some people say they are, they never show it. I’m always having to care for others and no one ever bothers to ask his i feel. I also hate how some people just ignore me when they don’t need me but start talking to me again when they need someone to vent to.i don’t mind listening to someone vent, but sometimes i need someone to vent to and i can never find that person i can trust because everyone is a fucking snake.

Okay i feel like ripping my hair out cause this One ff that i love has not been updated SINCE LAST YEAR ON CHRISTMAS. ITS BEEN HALF A YEAR. I know people have lives ans stuff but STILL I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND HOW IT ENDS. AT LEAST GIMME AN ENDING, IT COULD BE SOME OF THE WORST ONES LIKE A PREGNANCY TROPE OR SOEMTHING BUT GIVE ME A GAWD DAYUM ENDING BRUV

Ok so i wanted to write this here bc no one i know will see this, except maybe two people, but i dont really care bc i trust them.
          
          
          
          Ive been feeling so lonely, even with talking to friends, and seeing them every so often. With school starting up again, i feel like I’ll be feeling more lonelier. Cause half the people that are going to my school have known each other for so long. And i just feel like i dont really know people. There are probably only three people that i dont feel lonely around, but only one out of those three friends actually knows a lot about me, which is weird considering for how long ive known them compared to the other two. Also i feel like i cant trust anyone anymore. I know so much about other people, and when i see them i get so irritated because they act as if everything is a-okay, when in reality its not and they should just say or do it as it is. Idk tbh, at least i could write this out cause its just been on the top of my mind lately, and i cant really tell anyone about this typa stuff.

Heyy! I wanted to drop by to thank you for adding Doubler to your reading list! :)