realmaggielindemann

The ooa of this account is no longer with us. I haven't seen a smile like hers, never heard a laugh like hers, and never felt more shocked in my entire life. I’m scared that with time I will forget the way you use to laugh, the way you jumped up and down when you were waiting something or you were excited about something, the fact that you cracked your teeth when you were in 5th grade because you were restless, the fact that I was able to call you at 4am crying and you would get up in a heartbeat and come comfort me. I’m scared that as the time passes I will only remember some big things we did and that small things will disappear from my memory. I’m scared I will forget how it felt to have a real friend. But the thing that I know I won’t be able to forget is the fact how much I loved you and how much you loved me and that no matter how much time passes when someone asks me who is your best friend your name will automatically pop up in my head. I remember when you ate that were dared to sip bleach and you puked your guts out for two weeks but I stayed with you and took care of you the whole time, how could I ever forget that. I remember when you got a dog and named him what our future little boys name was going to be, that's forever gonna be tattooed at the back of my mind. I remember every time you said you'd never leave me. And you did. But you're in a better place now and I forgive you. 
          	I will never forget you. 
          	I love you so much babydoll. 
          	- a lost soul.

realmaggielindemann

The ooa of this account is no longer with us. I haven't seen a smile like hers, never heard a laugh like hers, and never felt more shocked in my entire life. I’m scared that with time I will forget the way you use to laugh, the way you jumped up and down when you were waiting something or you were excited about something, the fact that you cracked your teeth when you were in 5th grade because you were restless, the fact that I was able to call you at 4am crying and you would get up in a heartbeat and come comfort me. I’m scared that as the time passes I will only remember some big things we did and that small things will disappear from my memory. I’m scared I will forget how it felt to have a real friend. But the thing that I know I won’t be able to forget is the fact how much I loved you and how much you loved me and that no matter how much time passes when someone asks me who is your best friend your name will automatically pop up in my head. I remember when you ate that were dared to sip bleach and you puked your guts out for two weeks but I stayed with you and took care of you the whole time, how could I ever forget that. I remember when you got a dog and named him what our future little boys name was going to be, that's forever gonna be tattooed at the back of my mind. I remember every time you said you'd never leave me. And you did. But you're in a better place now and I forgive you. 
          I will never forget you. 
          I love you so much babydoll. 
          - a lost soul.