reamy2000

Having a baby is hard, hard work and its just really hard. I'm gonna be honest, i wasn't ready to be a mom we weren't ready to be parents. I'm not saying i regret having her, i just wish we waited a bit before trying to have a baby.
          The teething stage is probably the hardest so far, but what do i know lol she's just 7 months old.
          

I just want to vent to someone, anyone without being called down or judged. Idk, i feel sad and lonely but for friends lol if that makes sense. But i feel like i shouldn't be feeling like this because i have my daughter and my boyfriend, i love them and they make me happy....but i still feel lonely for like friends.
          I miss them so much, i miss going out, i miss laughing so hard my cheeks and stomach hurt, i miss having their company, i miss the laughs the jokes and mostly i miss them. I miss odessa, i miss keanna, i miss Mercedes, Teresa and i miss kearra.
           
          Wish i wasn't such a asshole and stopped talking to her and distanced myself. I still don't know why i did it, i miss laughing with her and talking with her, we were friends for so long and i fucked it up. I'll always love her and miss her. ♡