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hey y'all i'm defo still on hiatus but poppin in quick cuz i wanted to let you guys know that i think about my chris story literally *every* night before i go to bed. that mf has gotten me thru a lot & it has become so much more than i ever imagined. i will write these thoughts down at some point and i'll come back and share. love yall lots <3

[IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT] hey all, after some time and much anxiety, i have decided to go inactive on this account. this is completely due to the fact that i have been keeping a lot of secrets from my parents regarding my online life, and 1) i can't stop feeling like i've "sinned" and have broken their trust, and 2) i'm constantly paranoid about them finding out anything as it's really my worst fear. i promise this is not permanent, but it will be for a while... i have less than a year now until i'm a legal adult! 
          
          i also promise that i will definitely keep writing during this time, so plan for one of the biggest updates of your lives from me when i get back. even though i do feel this was the right choice to make, it wasn't an easy one, and that's because i feel like i'm part of such a wonderful community of writers and grunge fans on here. i love you all a lot, and you've been a very big part of my life and what makes me smile every day! i hope you all keep working on your very fantastic stories! i hope you're all here when i come back because i'll sure miss you all a whole lot.
          
          logistically, i'll be unpublishing (not deleting) my stories for now, and i'll log out at the end of the day today. i hope this helps manage my mental health and i hope this community continues to be a place of solace and art for kindred spirits. i'll miss you guys.