Arden

On the 3rd of October he asked me what day it was
          
          Its October third
          
          Mean girls~

Please Excuse Me while i go mourn the death of Eddie Munson.
          Along with this i mourn that i will never be able to be with him

Usually when i attempt to do something and something bad happens every time then i believe its the universes way of telling you its better if you don't do it.
          
          Strike one- it hurts you short term.
          
          Strike two- it hurts you medium term or it starts to hurt those around you.
          
          
          Strike three- you're hurt permanently/ long term and depending on the action perhaps even death.
          
          
          Ignore peer pressure. Ignore wanting to try things. If you're told by society to do something it doesnt mean its the best thing for you to do.
          
          Trust your gut and what your body is saying to you. Trust the signs and what the universe is nudging you to or away from.
          
          Some warnings you should take heed of. 

May the fourth be with you. Its my biryhday biches. I'm legal! Whoop. 

I love reading the comments on my  Harry Potter react to ships book. Lmao honestly i smile so much. I'm kind of tempted to start writing again for it 

Exams are this week and i am already done with them.
          
          I have English paper 1 tomorrow and low and behold, what shall i write for the composition section ? My schizophrenia fic. Haha. Hopefully i get it done within the hour. Time management is not my forte.
          
          Monday I'm not looking forward to. Maths paper one and single on Valentines :( however might do a lil sum for the girls. Just a pick me up cause the day shall be dreadful.
          
          Good luck to anyone else sitting the mocks :)) and happy February. 

I was raised by strong independent women. Book Heroines, side character badass femme fatals and my mama. 
          
          Aint no way in hell am I going to let myself fall into a wreck because of a guy.
          
          Albeit a guy that I'm totally in love with. A guy thats the exact representation of your typical sarcastic morally grey side character. 
          
          Doesn't goddamn matter. 
          
          
          I won't let myself fall into the void. 
          
          
          Fun fact guys. I'm about to become funnier.
          

TELL ME. 
          
          HOW THE HELL DID I START WRITING A SCHIZOPHRENIA FIC FOR ENGLISH..
          
          
          ONLY TO RE-READ IT AND REALISE IT WAS A FEMDOM FOREPLAY FIC.
          
          
          
          MY ENGLISH TEACHER IS GOING TO READ THIS. I HANDED THIS UP WITHOUT THINKING
           :(:( 
          
          BRB GOING TO GO DIE IN A HOLE. 

Love. Love is agonising. It's the worst form of torture known to humanity.
          
          It twists, it betrays and it burns but worst of all. It gives you hope.
          
          Again and again you get hurt but you forget yourself because you hope that they'll love you back.
          
          Because you love, you let yourself get hurt because of that one hope that one day they'll love you and you'll be happy with them.
          
          If it's my advice to any of you. Don't fall in love. 

On the 3rd of October he asked me what day it was...
          
          "What date is it?"
          
          "it's the 3rd of October"...
          
          Cady Heron;
           
          Mean Girls