beyond all things, i'm heartbroken. i'm heartbroken that some people had to choose between a rapist and a woman, and still chose a rapist. i'm heartbroken for POC. i'm heartbroken for women. i'm heartbroken for my LGBTQ community. and i'm heartbroken for anyone in different countries who will have to deal with this choice. that's the best way to put it. heartbroken. so many people i know are showing their true colors, and in the name of christianity, even though trump has anything but christian morals. it's a shame.
i know i'm just a random wattpad writer you guys sometimes read the books of, but much more than that, i'm a queer woman. a queer woman who is just incredibly heartbroken. a queer woman, who is in her first year of adulthood, and is seeing firsthand that no matter how ugly and vile the other option is, this country will never choose her. i'm a queer woman who has experienced SA, and is seeing a man, who should probably be in jail with my rapist right now, win the presidential election AGAIN. it's cruel. that's the only way to put it. cruel.
i never really talk about this stuff on here, but to anyone who feels alone in their heartache, whether it be because of social circumstances, your own family, or because your state turned red, just know my heart breaks with you. feel free to vent under this post, your frustrations are heard by me.
and i know it's easier said than done, but stay strong. no matter how hard it gets, don't let them have the pleasure of watching you crumble. i love you guys, and i'm willing to talk to anyone who needs it <3
