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i can't. i can't with your fucking bullshit lies. it hurts. am i not worth the truth? i also can't with how the fuck you're treating me. i'm not your little "toy" or your property, so why are you treating me like it? i can't with this. it hurts so bad. the threats, the gaslighting, the guilt-tripping. the shit talk. the jealousy, the unnecessary arguments. you're always getting mad at me. i can never hangout with guy friends, and sometimes female friends too. why? you say you trust me but you don't. it's "suspicious" that i have guy friends that i care about, or that i still care about my ex (my best friend). i feel so trapped. i don't know what is true and what isn't. i can't believe anything you tell me anymore. just stop. i dont know how to leave you, either.. i'm scared. i'm so scared. you have shit you can use against me, and i'm terrified. i.. i dont love you anymore. you won't ever see this, but.. i cant with you anymore.