hey guys i’m back and i’ll be responding again (looking at u lost)
ALSO IDK IF YALL ARE GOOD AT THIS BUT I NEED SOME RELATIONSHIP ADVICE
ok so recently (aka these past few days) i’ve had a dilemma. so i have a bf (let’s call him justin timberlake) and he’s a total sweetie and stuff and he’s amazing, BUT i feel like our convos are kind of a bit boring and stuff bc he’s so nice yk? i care lots abt him but he’s just so nice it kinda hurts sometimes. i also have this constant fear we’re gonna not have anything to talk abt soon, bc i feel like i do a lot of the talking and it sometimes feels awkward and forced. now is the bigger problem: (hear me out bc for a sec i’m gonna sound like a bad person) there’s this guy (we’re calling him gretchen) who i used to be like madly in love with and we’re just friends now but idk i hadn’t hung w him in a while so this morning we were kinda hanging and talking for like an hour and i got butterflies like i used to. the thing is that he’s not particularly the nicest person ever, but it seems like smth he’ll grow out of w age yk. he makes me laugh so much which i don’t rly get w justin timberlake and we joke and tease all the time and my older sister is constantly saying how one of these days he’s gonna like ask me out or smth (not bc she actually knows or anything but bc she just gets the feeling there’s no evidence) and like that idea gives me butterflies and kinda makes me excited. the difference in feeling between me and gretchen and me and justin timberlake is insane, and it’s making me worried. i care lots for timberlake but like now i’m worried i jumped into this relationship without realizing maybe i didn’t like him as a bf and i like him as a friend or maybe i’m just crazy. please one of you smart people, psychoanalyze me.
