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;     p  please

/ here + yngstfame

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         [     suddenly    angelo's    unevenly    chipped    nails    are    intriguing.     he    stares,     attempting    to    yank    off    stray    pieces    until    the others    family    is    no    longer    the    focus.     ]     its    pretty    hard    to    rationalize    when    this    was    the    first    time    something    hurt    me    so    much    since..     since    my    sister.     felt    like    you    were    the    only    one    i    could    blame    back    then.     i    realize    it    / now, /     though.     guess    the    shock    finally    wore    off,     or    whatever    it    was.

@fakeangeIs            they  never  did  anything  to   /you/.   i  don't  understand  why  you'd  hate  them  when  you've  never  even  met  them.       i  don't  even  care  what  you  said  about   me,    angelo.  i  just—  you  made  me  feel  like  it  was  my  fault.  like  i'd  exposed  us  somehow.    don't  you  realize  i  never  wanted  this  for  us?  

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         okay    then,     the    things    i    said    that    weren't    about    how    much    i    enjoyed    and    preferred    the    privacy    we    had    and    how    i    liked    things    were    before.     so    mainly    stuff    about    you    and    your    family.     but    mostly    you.     no —      the    bullshit    i    said    about    you.    i    hate    your    family.

yeah, but i'm trying to think! 

@yngstfame          you're  the  one in   /my/  car!

;   spam  duhh

/ here + yngstfame :3

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         if    im    selfish,     its    because    i    have    no    other    fucking    choice!     it    was    bad    enough    putting    scraps    together    keeping    myself    afloat    before,     and    its    not    any    better    now    that    i    was    big    news    for    the    wrong    fucking    reason!     [     as    gabriels    words    die,     angelo    huffs,     arms    now    crossed.     ]     i    told    you    id    save    you    your    goddamn    breath,     because    i    didnt    need    your    stupid    apologies    and    attempts    to    make    shit    better    when    i    have    bigger    problems    at    hand.     i    might    not    be    the    only    one    suffering,     but    it    sure    feels    like    it.

@fakeangeIs          you're   so-   stop  being  so   /selfish/!    i  ruined  my  life  to be  with  you,   angelo.   i  don't  give a  fuck  about  the  inheritance.  i  give a  fuck  about  my  life  being  seen  as a  pr  move  to  the  public,  and  criminal  to  my  family.   do  you  even    /know/  how  much  shit i  get  for   being a—     *  the  word  dies  in  throat.  yet  it  seemingly  hangs  in  the  air.  *     i'm  sorry.   if  i had  known  it  would  end  up  like  this,  i  wouldn't  have  even  pursued  anything  with   you.    but  you're not  the  only  person   suffering, 

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         fair?     who    cares    about    fair?     nothing    about    this    is    fair,     g—    hardly    anything    in    my    life    has    been    fair.     why    would    fair    matter    now?     what,     did    you    lose    part    of    your    inheritance    over    them    all    finding    out,     too?

;; hi 

/ possibly

;   SPAM !!!!

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         because    im    not    some    addict    who's    completely    dependent    on    it.     there's    people    out    there    worse    than    me,     im    fine.

@fakeangeIs         but  it  doesn't  have to  be  hard  either.    why  don't  you    at least   /try/?

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         sixteen    is    young    for    a    whole    bunch    of    things    i    did.     didn't    stop    me.     yeah,     maybe.     but    i    doubt    it's    that    simple.

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         i    was    up    already,     who    cares.     you    need    sleep    too,     anyways.

@fakeangeIs            don't  let  me  be  another  reason  to  keep  you  up.   you  need  to  sleep. 

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         everything    kept    me    up,     for    some    reason.     eventually    i    just    started    waiting    for    you    to    come    back.

@fakeangeIs            i'm  choosing  to  believe  you're  joking. 

༒︎. ݁₊ ⊹         so    am    i.     i    dunno    what    makes    you    think    im    joking.

@fakeangeIs           we  don't  need  either  checked  out!  i'm  being  /serious/.    :(

that's not what it seemed like earlier. i think you're scared of my lizardness. 

@yngstfame        bud,  i  could  flick  you  away.  i'm  not  feeling  really  intimidated. 

i'll.. use my venom on you.