Nemo.21_7

Just btws my account on Insta got suspended gonna try to get it back tomorrow 

S-W-I-F-T-I-E
          
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          Being a fan can be complicated. 
          Especially when it comes to that "unhealthy obsession" level. 
          
          But how do you explain to a friend who never listened to more then shake it off the therapeutic feeling of Evermore. Or the healing experience of the eras tour.
          
           How do I explain to them that I'm not just being weird about a relationship. I'm watching the person who heals the scars in my heart find a person to do the same thing for her. 
          
          How do I explain to them that I'm not crying to her getting engaged because I'm psycho but because I heard her say she'd never be someone's one person. 
          
          And I'm not trying to be obsessive or overreacting but it's the first time in years that my favorite person doesn't sing about being suicidal and hating life. But about pure happiness. 
          
          That I'm not mad but I'm just watching her get someone who adores her like she deserves. That knows how to appreciate her. That isn't afraid of her success, the fame, the media, the lack of privacy. That talks about her and you can hear in his voice that he loves her right. 
          
          So if it makes it an unhealthy obsession to watch your favorite person find their person to shine with- it's a title I'm gladly willing to take on me.

NEW CHAPTER GO READ 
          I just published "A/N" of my story "This Love". https://www.wattpad.com/1619155652?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=redloregirly_ttde

Y'all I'm back being gay here ️‍
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/404964350

oOo new pfp here too

I don't love music when  it's fun. I love it because it screams the words I don't have the courage to say. 

Hiiii 

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          life update in summery: I am losing my shit and my hair is 1989 length\ tsou and im very very happy about it. oh  and i might get a therapist byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Complementary Parts / by me
          
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          Complementary parts are forevermore connected.
          
          At least me and you.
          
          Even now we are. 
          
          Cause you're a bodieless soul and I'm a soulless body. 
          
          You're here while you're there and I'm there while I'm here. 
          
          You're high up but you never left, I stayed but I'm gone.
          
          You're the memory and I'm the one who remembers. 
          
          You're close to me but I'm far from you. 
           
          you're water and I'm sky.
          
          Even now we're still the same. Even if we're really not. 
          
          Because we're complementary parts. 
          
          Just like then, 
          So it is now. 
          
          

Lot of ppl I love her so here's the thing-
          And please read it okay? Pleasé. 
          
          So I'm sorry if I'm like distant or kinda cold and not very emotionally supportive lately I'm just going through some really fucking hard time rn. Been going through the grif of my cat's death all over again after like 2 years and it's really taking a toll on me and bringing me down so yeah I'm not very open emotionally. But it's important for me to make sure you guys know I still love you so much and y'all are still like my favorite people even if it's kinda impossible for me to show it rn.. 
          
          That's it, goodnight y'all ❤️