redloregirly_ttde

My dear Taylor, 
          I'm so tired of it all.
          Life feels motionless.
          worthless.
          And I'm so tired.
          And sleep won't help.
          And caffeine no longer works.
          And the cold against my skin is no more numbing.
          And how do I live for the hope of it all when my candle's burnt out a million times?
          And I tried, and tried, and tried, but how much can a breaking machine continue carrying?
          Please. 
          I'm begging you.
          I'm on my wounded knees.
          Tell me it's gonna be alright.
          Tell me I can keep going on.
          Send me some lyrics to hold my trembling soul at night.
          Tell me it's worth this dammed fight.
          Cause I'm so tired, Taylor.

Also dear adults, 
          
          I would stop reading smut when you stop letting your literal four yo listen to Despacito qnd Macarena ;)

This place is just a toxic wlw intense relationship cause why tf do I keep coming here when I keep saying that fuck this app I'm leaving this shit place lamo gonna find a bridge to jump from xxx

Tell me something HoNeSt 
          So the memories turn DARK. 
          
          You said that I made loving look easy
          UNTIL I MADE IT HARD.
          
          give me back my TIME
          and I will give you back your heart.
          
          I thought that we played the PerFeCT couple.
          TILL YOU DIDN'T WANT THE PART.
          
          
          
          
          

I'm a ZoMBiE in my body 
          I'm a train off of the track 
          I feel dirty I feel ROTTEN
          and the colors are all F. L. A. T. 
          I'm a sad shell of a woman 
          And I got MAGGOTS for brain
          But that's just the thing that happens when my, when my baby goes away
          
          WHAT. CAN. I. DOOO? 
          but think of YOUUU
          but think of YOUU

I don't know about you... But I'm feeling (like I always have to prove that I'm worthy enough for my friends to waste their time or energy on me and like if I don't put all of me and give my best then they don't give a fuck about me and that none of them actually like me they're just nice so they pretand to and like I'm being a burden and an inconviniance if I ever show negative emotins or get excited over stuff or try having my intrest part of the convarsation or just bring it up or just exist and that I'm too much for littrly everyone and that people would just be better off without me cause I'm making their life harder and that I'm thereason for every friendship I ever had that failed and that I'm a toxic person so no one should be friends with me but for the sake of lyrics pun...) 22!

Who could ever leave me darling? 
          But who could stay? 
          
          Cause they see right through me. 
          They see right through me. 
          They see right through me. 
          Can you see right through me? 
          
          THEY. SEE. RIGHT. THROUGH. ME. 

theme omggg

2 years anniversary to my eras show, I will never move on. 

Cause my head is full of poison 
          And my heart is full of doubt
          I got toxins in my bloodstream
          You try so hard to suck out
          And it feels like medication
          And it's good for me I'm sure
          But it don't matter how your love feels anymore
          It'll never be 
          
          T. H. E  C. U. R. E