Nemo.21_7

I love being part of the swiftie fandom

Crying. 
          It's all sudden . 
          It's all fine.
          And I'm all fine and good and happy and okay.
          And suddenly I break. 
          And the hurt falls soaking on the warm fabric of my bed.
          And the pain floods down the reddening skin of my cheek. 
          And my heart burns with a reliefed sigh. 
          And for a few seconds it's quiet. 
          The only sound heard is my no longer swallowed cries. 
          And for a few seconds, the world is better. 

I wanna be where the people aren't 
          I wanna see
          Wanna see them leaving
          Going away from my...
          What do you call it? 
          ✨oh, lifee✨
          
          Fleeping em off, is just not good enough 
          Murder just seems like the only answer
          No one is in my...
          What's that word again?
          ✨spacee✨
          
          Alone where they're gone
          Alone where they're far
          Alone away with books and cats
          
          Finally free
          Wish I could be
          ✨Just me in my housee✨

I never said it but I know that I can't picture anything past 25

"woman didn't create anything important" 
          
          Well do your dishes by hand then. 
          
          Carry your bigass umbrella then. 
          
          Use ice boxs for your food then. 
          
          Wear your clothes wrinkled. 
          
          Use only wire headphones then. 
          
          Don't use wifi then. 
          
          Use non bulletproof vests then. 
          
          Don't eat ice cream then. 
          
          And don't forget- don't live then. 
          
          Do your research before talking empty words that are obvious lies. 

I AM DYING BYEEEEEEEEEE

Jus threw up for my life
          
          Fuck my life ×-×

Y'all completely honest here. 
          
          I think I'm going to stop writing here... 
          
          Like I love writing and I love the community I just feel like I'm putting a lot of effort and energy into books and things that don't get almost any notice... 
          
          I'm still gonna be active (I'll try at least) but I don't think I'm going to publish more updates for things.. 
          
          Love you all so much and thank you for all the support that I did get for my books. 
          
          Goodnight <3 

AHHH IM SO HAOPYYY

MY MOTHER IS ENGAGEDD AHHH 
          
          DOVEYYY