@redloregirly_ttde
Who could ever leave me darling?
But who could stay?
Cause they see right through me.
They see right through me.
They see right through me.
Can you see right through me?
THEY. SEE. RIGHT. THROUGH. ME.
theme omggg
2 years anniversary to my eras show, I will never move on.
Cause my head is full of poison
And my heart is full of doubt
I got toxins in my bloodstream
You try so hard to suck out
And it feels like medication
And it's good for me I'm sure
But it don't matter how your love feels anymore
It'll never be
T. H. E C. U. R. E
new chapter of one shots out!
2 years for the album of my life
Just btws my account on Insta got suspended gonna try to get it back tomorrow
S-W-I-F-T-I-E
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Being a fan can be complicated.
Especially when it comes to that "unhealthy obsession" level.
But how do you explain to a friend who never listened to more then shake it off the therapeutic feeling of Evermore. Or the healing experience of the eras tour.
How do I explain to them that I'm not just being weird about a relationship. I'm watching the person who heals the scars in my heart find a person to do the same thing for her.
How do I explain to them that I'm not crying to her getting engaged because I'm psycho but because I heard her say she'd never be someone's one person.
And I'm not trying to be obsessive or overreacting but it's the first time in years that my favorite person doesn't sing about being suicidal and hating life. But about pure happiness.
That I'm not mad but I'm just watching her get someone who adores her like she deserves. That knows how to appreciate her. That isn't afraid of her success, the fame, the media, the lack of privacy. That talks about her and you can hear in his voice that he loves her right.
So if it makes it an unhealthy obsession to watch your favorite person find their person to shine with- it's a title I'm gladly willing to take on me.
NEW CHAPTER GO READ
I just published "A/N" of my story "This Love". https://www.wattpad.com/1619155652?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=redloregirly_ttde
Y'all I'm back being gay here ️
https://www.wattpad.com/story/404964350