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@-MissLupin Thank you so much
            because of readers or fans or friends or supports like you I feel motivated to write because I feel yes there are people who appreciate my writing when a lot say its a waste of time

@-MissLupin hey 
            Thank you so much for your kind words
            For now I am not planning on deleting because honestly these books are a big part of my life as well. I just thought of writing one day because of things that happen not knowing I would get so many reads and comments and loving you till the very end is one of my favs as well because its dedicated to all my followers and readers who always supported me even when I knew its just a hobby and I am not good at it. Once I am better I am planning to come back and finish my books and even write a brickercup book that was requested and start another account with original books as well actually my doctors said its surgery depression it takes about year sometimes so that is why I am not feeling like myself so I am giving myself time but I haven't given up not yet because there are still many stories and ideas I want to bring forward

I'm not sure if it'll be of much help but there's a quote that I think about often from Kiki’s delivery service about not overthinking flying and just letting it happen naturally. In a way I guess what I'm trying to say is that since you're not really motivated to write anymore, you don't have to force it or pressure yourself too much. Sometimes things come back when you stop chasing them and just let yourself breathe for a while.

@Nelsonball I totally understand that is why I'm just writing now because I'm stuck. I want to write at the same time, I don't remember how to write  so that's why I'm continuing to see how it goes if I still feel the same because I started writing after long time again after surgery my doctor said I might face issues like changes and people talk annoy me about how they tell me with a scar on my neck I'm still the same person I don't want to stop writing because I love it and it connects me with my old self but I can't think of anything at times 

@redngreen_shadow I apologise in advance if this sounds harsh but if you genuinely have no motivation to write, I'd advise to take a break or to just not write. Writing should be a hobby that brings you joy, not something that feels like a chore. You shouldn't burden yourself with something you're losing interest with, especially since you've said that you don't think you've done a good job when writing. Although I haven't read your recent books, I want you to know that artists (in this case authors) are their biggest critics. You might believe that your fic might not be good, but I can guarantee that it brings joy to someone. I'm not telling you to continue to write when you're clearly losing motivation, I just want you to know that it's ok to stop writing. As I've said, writing is a hobby and you should not feel pressured to do so. If you're spending time and effort into something that you don't feel like is worth it, then maybe it's time to reconsider if you genuinely want to continue or not. Again, I'm sorry if this comes off as harsh, as I'm not the best with wording things. I wish you a healthy recovery <3

@Nelsonball hey obviously I remember you how can I not remember you...thank you for always supporting me for now I won't be deleting the old books I wrote but yeah my motivation is not there after my thyroid cancer surgery I just don't feel like myself anymore I don't know why and everytime I think of writing I feel like I'm not doing a good job like I used to so I'm just tired of myself 

@T4567y hi, thank you. I really appreciate it :)  

@redngreen_shadow how much longer it's been months 

ahh red i missed you welcome back and cant wait to read ur books again!

@-MissLupin awww thanks 
            I will soon start writing
            I have started planning and drafting once ready I'll def publish ❤️