redpaladinkejth
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What good is it, being alive when you aren't wanted, aren't needed? You live in a tiny little shit town in the middle of nowhere, spending all your time trying so hard to fit in and be happy. You force a mask onto your face every single morning, refusing to face your problems. Your brother and his wife are constantly worried about you, telling you that you'll forget those asshats even exist, and that they never mattered anyways. Nothing can bring you back. Not your college acceptance letters, not your friends, not even the future, which is bright and happy. All because of two people. Two people tore down your walls, exposing you to the cruel world. They beat you then left you to fend for yourself. They never cared, never wanted anything else from you. All people want is to hurt you. They thought they took you down, but they didn't. All they did was open your eyes. Now, you can see it all clearly. How deep down they're all nothing. They're just heartless pieces of shit, both of them. The people who follow them blindly, as if they are gods, are just as fucked. You will rise again, this time stronger than last. You will love again, this time it will be sweeter and he'll truly care. You will live. You will live your life the fullest, because not even they can damage your soul enough to bring you down too far. Nothing can. You have a heart too forgiving, a mind too wise, and a soul too powerful. You will be okay.