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hey, it's me. i just read all of what i sent and wow. i was so terribly annoying and even years, months, or even days i'll think the same for the me now. i will do say, some of them actually made my heart clench a bit. having the true nostalgic feeling gets me all squirmy LOL. anyway, a lot has changed as i always say. covid is still around and more viruses going around. ig it has toned down A BIT, but idk... i can only feel safe when they make some cure, medicine wtv bs. i just graduated my first year of high school by a thread like how i did with 8th where i had to go to summer school cuz covid f'ed me up... yeah. but. i want to and am going to be more hardworking, so wish me luck haha :))). also me and L are over. i was selfish and so f ing ridicules about it. hope she's doing amazing. love her. and V! we kinda lost touch after 6th grade was it? only knew her for one year and went to her house that one time after i tricked my mom...LMAO def was worth it tho. me and her still have our instas. i def would try to talk again with her. me and Y are doing good...hopefully it stays that way. before i was into kpop...then fell off it and went into...ykw phase....****...AND NOW! back into kpop but this time ALL GROUPS ARE JUST AMAZING COOL GROUPS that i enjoy listening to their music and watching their content here and there. stray kids on the other hand... my boos. from day 1 to FOREVER! anyway that's basically it. E and LO and me are back as the trio! i reunited with LO this year. can't believe i * LO. LMAO...love her. love them both. i rlly do...anyway, this is last anyway i swear. that's about it! can't believe I'm still using this. ttyl I'm hoping.. if i missed anything then WHOOPS. also my last post talking bout some "everyone makes mistakes" shit was so f ing embarrassing bc that was before i knew anything. F ING EMBARRASSING. bye bruh.

also another update is that apparently chan addressed in one of his vlives that woojin did smth bad or smth and got kicked out,, like he did some sort of mistake. he didn’t say his name but he was like “stays know who/what i’m talking about” anyways yea i still support EVERYONE ion care cuz it is what it is. it rlly did broke chan and i feel SO bad but at the end of the day everyone and i mean EVERYONE makes mistakes so yea. 

omg it’s been SO LONG anyways here to update you. um schools closed cause of the corona virus. yea i know it’s crazy there is this virus that’s spreading around killing people or whatever and i don’t even feel like doing my schoolwork idek what to do yikes. also L@N@ bruh  i love i think  lmao anyways if this virus ends up killing us all which eventually ends up being the end of the world then yea it was a vibe being here on this planet earth lol. always wanted to know what would happen when someone dies lol. it really wasn’t a vibe thought it was more like a roller coaster haha. N E WAYS yea ttyl!!!

hey i missed u, you nonexistent bitch. lol. so em is coming over this weekend.  we gon get lit hehe. k bye.

last night i found out some sad, terrible news. kim woojin from stray kids has left the group and terminated his contract due to ‘personal reasons’. there is some tweet that i saw from twitter that was an insta post saying something that woojin leaving is a little sketchy and what not so basically their saying that he was kicked out instead and used other idols/former idols as an example at jyp. now me and jyp finna have a talk if he did smth to woojin but other than that i’m very devastated about the news. ot9 forever.

the start of day whatever. last night was the day i told yonah who i am and my real identity. i’ve never felt so happy when she accepted me. she’s the best person ever— a literal angel in my life. so to make this story short. i love yonah.

day god knows how long because i forgot for like a lot of days AGAIN. now first of all i’m so sorry but i’ll actually try this and not miss any days. anyways. i got a new phone case , my mom got a new phone cause she lost her other phone. schools aight i guess. yea i got nothing else to say oh and also bout that yo-yo and jay-jay thing i’m obviously sad about that and i texted her about it but didn’t say it exactly. idk i might cuz i cant with me and life nomo... k bye for now.

okay here me out i know i forgot i few days. okay maybe a lot of days. OKAY A LOT OF DAYS i missed A LOT of days but i am SOoo sorry i deadass forget i’m so so sorry lol anyways nothing much has happened but yesterday i went to my friends house it was three of us and it was SO fun but yea nothing new school is lame as always and yea byee ttyl i swear i will try not to forgot again!!!!

day 10, 11, and 12 i swear this is the last time i forget KKAJKS. but anyways hey it’s 6 am on a school day and nothing new happened just school school school. 

day 8 and 9 OMG AH i forgot but anyways nothing much happened just laid in bed doing nothing watching kpop and doing my **** time. also schools tmr. kinda today cause it’s 1 am but anyways we have this fair soon and we might go!!!!! yea that’s it bye.