I honestly don't even know why I left in the first place, maybe it was school, other interest or the lack of time, but i know for sure i was never truly happy with my writings, there was no rhythm or reason for my madness just insanity, but after taking the long break I've come back with my self loathing gone, i made another account hoping to start again it goes by the name nightmarerose129, but i have something to finish hear.