HEY GUYS ! Are you into 5SOS? Welp I'm not, but please take a look at @Reczy_Chan for her super duper amazing and cool fic--- there's a bunch of chapters out and are all well-written like daaaaaamn <3 Please go and read her fics !
you don't have to apologize for anything UvU i think that you should do what you want. it's your choice :) i'll support you in whatever will you choose, but until then, i wish you all the best <3