𝑅𝑒𝑔𝑔𝒾𝑒 <3

ima get sappy for a sec, starting the new year ive been taking my meds and taking care of myself more, the meds are fucking working and I know the majority of it is bc of the meds but I finally feel more peace?? when something bad happens I don’t feel the emotions 1000 times more than normal, or don’t go into a sewersidal mode,  i genuinely feel much happier and calm. I feel like I’m finally healing,  ive realized a lot, i do want to become a better and new person than i have been in the past. I enjoy doing things i used to do. I feel like me again. 
          
          I’m closer with my friends and don’t think they are out to get me all the time, I have made new friends, I am more open to make more. I feel like I’m finding myself and exploring things, finding things I want to do with my life, I have goals, aspirations etc. 
          
          the only reason I cry now is bc I am finally feeling peace and finally healing when I thought I would never find it 
          
          
          I’m praying to whatever god is out there that this lasts <3 

Does anyone wanna do a Harry Potter, marauders, celeb, Star Wars or marvel roleplay? 

Happyyyyyy birthdayyyyy to zayn the loml 
          
          
          
          cheesy as it sounds he’s saved my life so many times I could cry 

violently fixated on zayn and cal kestis, its slowly taking over my mind and making me batshit crazy I NEED THEM 

Zayn phase is so so back

everything that could go wrong went wrong today and the one thing I wanted to go right that would have made everything better went wrong and now I'm done with everything

George o’mally they can never make me like you 

This year will be my year (trust) 

Thank you for adding my book to your reading list!

i feel so sick