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I'm so sorry for scaring you, Sura. I just wasn't in the right headspace yesterday. I felt like nobody cared unless I was gone, and I sorta still feel like that? I miss when people used to talk to me more and put stuff on my message board, yk? And now everyone's getting partners and my girlfriend fucking dumped me and I still feel like shit abt it. I didn't know how else to react because I knew if I put "I'm not okay" on my message board that nobody would respond, like they usually do. I'm so sorry. I thought if I tried to push down the feeling it would go away. But it didn't. It just got worse and worse and worse and I guess when it finally hit me it all came bubbling right back up and it brought out that bad reaction with it.