regressionlover16

Well with the current policy changes and creators of this genre are starting to disappear along with their works, chances are I may disappear too. (Probably not as I don't write, but my username might pick up their scanners or something) I'm gonna say a goodbye now, just in case. So see y'all around someday.

kittyangelabdl

Hihi!
          When I previously asked if anyone is up for meeting in a coffee shop to sit and write, I believe you offered suggestions (but apparently comments on my wall only stay for a year, so I can't check).
          Train times proved to rule my itinerary this week, but I'm on the way to Nottingham now, followed by a day or two in Leicester, Peterburger, Norwich, and Birmingham. Maybe have day trips out; I've sorted out where I'm staying, but not actual plans beyond that yet. Not sure if any of those places are conveniently reachable for you, but it's about as close as I'm likely to get in the near future. (Probably be a couple of months at least before I can make it to London again). Let me know if you want to say hi :D

regressionlover16

Well with the current policy changes and creators of this genre are starting to disappear along with their works, chances are I may disappear too. (Probably not as I don't write, but my username might pick up their scanners or something) I'm gonna say a goodbye now, just in case. So see y'all around someday.

regressionlover16

So after nearly 2 years of looking into ailing this, and dabbling with this all, I finally started earning enough to purchase some littleforbigs. I'm still currently experimenting and trying to figure out where I stand with all this. I know for definite that I have an involuntary 'kidspace' of sorts, and I'm looking into how to tap into that to forget about the stress of my life. To all of you that I read, I want you to know I read them to feel what the characters do, to feel good, and empty of stress, and that's a good thing.
          
          In other news, I told my mum and my nan about all of this, and they were super supportive, and told me they would let me express myself in what they called a 'safer coping mechanism than stuff like drugs' . I'll be honest I was an anxious wreck going into that, thinking they were going to judge me or call me weird, I was shaking and I couldn't really get the words out.
          
          Since I have the money now, is there anything anyone here would recommend trying? I've not tried most things if I'm being honest, but I'm open to suggestions and ideas <3
          
          

NicodiSolangelo1

Your description says abdl 
          
          Y'know ageplay is a kink and that's what abdl is. And since it's having sex while someone acts like a baby it's technically pedophilia. 
          
          Age regression is where you go into a headspace like a child. And normal people don't do it. Some autistic people (but not even majority, that's how few actually age regress)  
          And you can tell when someone is faking it because they wear baby clothes and diapers and stuff (people call it littlespace and that's not actual age regression its age dreaming)

regressionlover16

@NicodiSolangelo1 haha coming back to this. Kinks are inherently non-sexual even if sex is involved. It is to fuel a need that the subconscious mind decides is unsafe to make known, so it routes itself into another outlet. In some that means, vouluntaraly or involunteraly acting like a younger age as a way to satisfy the need. Looking at my own research as well as others, the needs most commonly satisfied by this are losing control after being in tight control of your life, or having someone care for you after not receiving care and love for a long time, commonly during childhood.
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regressionlover16

@NicodiSolangelo1 revisiting this now, now ive done more reasearch. Respectfully, you are wrong, in a way. Age play doesnt always have a headspace, that is very true, however, 9 times out of 10 the person playing the role, well, plays the role, gets caught up in it, and just kinda stops acting. I will agree some of this community are horny bastards but some people like me and a few of the authors i read, prefer the more wholesome forms of it. Going into headspace, real or an act, can be a way to de-stress after something. A way to let go of the stress by not having to worry about anything at all. However i do understand where youre coming from, and i know that what youve said is a valid point. Such people, do exist. But dont people like that exist in every fandom? Look at the undertale fandom, someone tried to kill a cosplayer with a butterscotch pie. Or look at the furry fandom. There's zoos in there and thats all everyone focusses on. People need to step back a bit and see the whole picture before stating facts based on them.
            
            Anyway sorry for the long rant, im in a kinda write-y mood, but have nothing to write about lol
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NicodiSolangelo1

@regressionlover16 also the long message
            People that age play don't even have a headspace that's just them pretending to be a kid FOR sex
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regressionlover16

The world grows cold,
          Frost and snow covering the ground.
          The joy gone, from all around.
          Fears. once meek, turn bold.
          
          Snow, a light fall of despair,
          Turns to sleet, with notes of melancholy.
          Turns to hail, lumps of ice piercing through the defenses we set
          Of joy, of love, of life.
          
          Coating the ground, ice slips feelings away.
          Leaving an empty shell. The product of - 
          
          - Today.

regressionlover16

Remember that one time,
          Where you knew what was coming.
          Where you could see exactly where,
          Your life was going?
          
          Where you had it all mapped out,
          Like the London tube?
          
          Only to have the train,
          Derail, plunging into the abyss of despair.
          Your whole life, family, emotion.
          Lost -
          
          -to the void