Am I the only one who has those thoughts that convince you over and over,
"If you die, people will be upset, but they'll also eventually get over you. You're not that important. All you do is cause problems. What good are you? Not at all. All you do is lay around and make your Aunt worry and your mom wish she never had kids. All you do is waste people's time and money. Without you, your family will have lost a disgrace. They'll be better off without you. All you've done is whine and complain and gotten fatter and fatter, upsetting more people each time you open your mouth."
Because I'm having those feelings.