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I legit thought of you today because you are not this quiet. I opened your account just to know I haven't gotten any notifications of your announcements.. And my heart breaks to know what you are going through.. Please stay strong ... Life is already so hard for you.. You just survived Chicken pox( ik it makes people so damm weak) and then this... Please please stay strong

For anyone wondering what’s been going on in my life—here it is, briefly, because I honestly don’t have the energy to lay it all out.
          
          My mother passed away in January 2024. It’s been what—16 months? And my father already wants to get married again. Isn’t that fucking insane? Not even two years have passed, and he’s ready to bring someone new into our lives. But we, her children, are expected to just accept it? To welcome another woman into our home, into our family—as if the grief hasn’t even had time to settle?
          
          I’m not okay. I’m still mourning my mom, still waking up with the weight of her absence on my chest. And now we’re being told to make space for someone else, when we haven’t even finished saying goodbye. The worst part? He’s gone far enough with this already without telling us. Without giving us time to prepare. Without even asking how we feel.
          
          So yeah—life’s been messy, heartbreaking, and incredibly heavy. If you’ve ever been in a situation like this, you know it’s not just hard—it’s gut-wrenching. And if you haven’t, be grateful. Because this kind of grief mixed with betrayal is something I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

With everything going on in life right now, the urge to delete all my stories, deactivate, erase every trace of my books from your memory, and disappear—is so high.

Hey guys!!
          
          So, some real shit has been happening in my family lately—stuff that’s directly about me and honestly... it sucks. Like, life feels kinda flipped upside down right now. There are moments I seriously just want to disappear for a while because everything feels too much.
          
          I hate having to keep delaying updates, and I’m really sorry. I know some of you have been looking forward to them, and it means the world to me. But the truth is, I’m not in a good place mentally to write anything right now. I wish I could push through it, but sometimes shit just hits too hard.
          
          That said, I’m not quitting or taking a full-on break or anything. I’ll write when I can, when my mood feels a little better. Just know it might take time.
          
          Thank you so much for being patient, and for sticking with me even when life gets messy. I really appreciate you all more than you know.

@reinvyr it's okay love and all the best for the future, we are here to support you 

hii, do you have a discord, we are making a svt writers only gc, so if you wanna join can you drop ur id, it's 15+...
          thank you

You guys probably wanna strangle me for how much I’ve delayed this chapter—and honestly, I get it. I’m mad at me too. The chapter probably isn’t even worth the wait, but hey, guess who’s trying their best (and still kinda sucks)? Yup, it’s me

Hi! I know I said you could break into my house and kill me if I didn’t update tonight, but… it’s 4AM! I have class in four hours, and I’ve already skipped the last two out of pure laziness—I really can’t afford to miss another. And to make things worse, I just got my period a few hours ago, and I usually skip class on the first day, but honestly, I brought this on myself. I have no one to blame but me.
          
          The chapter is actually done—I swear! I just need to fix a few things, do a bit of editing, and then I’ll publish it. But right now, I really need to sleep. I promise to update after I get home tomorrow!

Hi, someone’s finally back after disappearing for days. I’ve been working on the next chapter for the past few hours (while neglecting my studies), so if I don’t update tonight, feel free to break into my house and kill me 

Hey guys, so uhh... bad news.
          
          I was supposed to be writing yesterday, but I had to go to my uncle’s place and didn’t get much done. I did manage to write a little bit once i got back home, though!
          
          But today—unfortunately (or maybe fortunately? idk)—we got invited to our dad’s friend’s house, so yeah… writing’s off the table again.
          
          And what sucks the most is that I actually want to write now. Like, not even joking. I'm not feeling lazy anymore, i genuinely want to sit down and write—but i can’t. I literally wanna cry ㅠㅠ