@Meditation-Sans Hey, it's going to be alright, I know things are hard, especially when there like this but I promise everything will turn out Alright eventually, along the long way of life, you'll be ok, I know this isn't help but your a amazing writer, your seem smart and wonderful and a good person to have as a friend, I hope you make it through this as life isn't easy in any way, good luck, you've never been forgotten