Life update (this is a call for help. /hj):
1.) I have the biggest fattesttt crushh on this one dude. Idk what love potion he used but I think I'm losing it.
2.) I ain't the top 1 anymore. I'm boutta lose this scholarship sos
3.) I always have this heavy feeling. I honestly don't know what to do about it, because it will come back eventually no matter how hard I try.
4.) I joined speech choir. Currently loving it. (I have 2 solo parts ‼️)
5.) I MIGHT actually be in love with Edric... honestly, I don't know. I'm confused. Maybe this is really just a big crush n I'm js young n stupid. However, this man genuinely makes me happy. He changes some of my perspectives in life. He's so caring and sweet that it's making me think that he's unreal. I want him to be part of my life forever. (I hope we're the one for e/o heueuwjd)
6.) I appreciate my friends more. I love them so much.
7.) I'm lowkey dissapointed with myself. I have to bawi :(