relatingewe

>be me
          >start writing story
          >actually get decently far into it
          >new sudden idea
          >can't write anymore for first story because brainfog
          
          My doctors have sworn for over a decade now I don't have ADHD and I want to fight them over this.

I really did f***ing post that whole *** chapter and forget to make the f***ing cover. Good God, lmao.

Thinking about posting another story, but getting past the initial writing block is a pain lol. It's actually jarring going from a majorly developed story to a brand new story. On another note, I looked at SOTF again and it's cool seeing it's still getting reads. Thanks for the appreciation, lol. 
          
          Anyways, the story I'm planning will be an original story, so I hope people who are here for fanfiction are okay with giving it a shot.

Was gonna write today, but I accidentally overworked myself doing chest exercises and now it's impossible to focus. Really sucks

I need a break from my original story real fast (I went way overboard on planning and created three new layers to specific characters and have to work it into the plot). If anyone's got any potential ideas, I'm willing to try writing it.

Started uploading my newest story. It's an original that I've been cooking up for a while now and plan to actually get published (self published, rather). 

I love how I said I probably wouldn't post here again, but I'm currently addicted to writing again and I got an idea for another fanfiction, though it's still early ideas and nothing's certain yet. I might start uploading random stuff for the sake of random stuff, though. I just enjoy writing. 

>ending book
          >make chapter larger than most stories to finish
          >elaborate 
          >leave 

Small update to my last message: I am writing a final chapter for SOTF to go ahead and finish the story. It's over 30k words long. 
          
          I recently learned that Wattpad is actually suffering from a lot of issues I've found, and I'm contemplating not uploading here anymore because of it. One, they've been removing stories at a very random rate. What I mean is that sometimes it's a spree, other times it's a single story.
          
          Two, which is more important to me now that I am interested in doing original stories, is that a lot of stories are being stolen and posted to free sites. Alongside that, stories in general don't get the reads and such that they did a few years ago. 
          
          To avoid being boring about this, for a third and fourth point the site generally doesn't have the best reputation nor does it have solid security options. Accounts are basic, and anyone with enough time could crack into one via brute force. 
          
          It kind of sucks, but I'll find somewhere to post that is more functional at some point. For now, I'm going to finish up what I've been doing.

Weirdest thing, but I kind of want to rewrite SOTF as an actual novel and not a fanfiction. It's already well developed and I have a clear story in mind, and alongside that it'll allow me to backtrack and preemptively add character details, ideas, concepts, arcs, etc.
          
          The fact it's fnaf has actually become really inhibiting because there're some things that need to happen, and when my friends read it they often can't look past the paint to see the body. I usually write fanfictions as a way to test ideas and concepts before delving straight in, saves me the hassle of creating a whole cast, and my original story I've been writing has hit a road block because I need more skill to effectively combine the various plot threads into a well-sewn and hemmed structure. I've already melded together the plot for this and I don't have to do as much work to polish it up. 
          
          But yeah, there are numerous details in the story people just miss entirely when they read it (at least my friends) and I've traced it down to the fact it is a fanfiction. I don't want to remove SOTF, but I also worry about whether it might influence the rewrite, so I'm a little split on how to go about it. I posted it to AO3 under the same name, so I'll likely leave it up there and just continue here, but if not I'll use one of my backup emails and create a new account to prevent that influence and minimize risk to the story's impact. 
          
          A lot of what I have planned can't be written competently because some readers want to focus on the fnaf aspect, so they're utterly thrown out when they see something like the later chapters where serious stuff is happening and they're struck with the fact; "Oh no, it's not satirical."
          
          This isn't meant to insult anybody, either. It's no one's fault and simply is the farthest I can stretch it as a fanfiction before it's just way too much.