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Hello.
So it's 2021, and it's the first time this year I'm on wattpad for more than 5 minutes.
So like, I gave up writing.
I'll no longer update my books and I'm gonna unpublish them. Except my oneshot book, which I will also no longer update.
It's kind of a pity, there's an empty draft for a story idea that I quite like. It's Ares X Hephaestus. I blame ao3 for my sudden interest in that ship.
There's another unfinished story in my drafts too, it's titled "connor finished the milk" and it's about Zoe having to deal with shit from her family and Evan lmao
Wrote the first chapter (mostly) and I don't know how the continue.
So maybe, if I'm feeling productive, I'll write those 2 books. Highly unlikely, since the work load this year is tremendous and if I can't even do those I can't really expect myself to write.
I'm turning my attention to my studies and chinese orchestra, the 2 most important things in my life now. Maybe I'll write a bit of my songs too. (I had this idea to incorporate chinese music into a musical lmao)
It's kind of draining. I'm in the middle of my exams and I just arrived at this school no less than 2 months ago. Also I was from a girls' school and now I'm in a co-ed school, it's taking some time to get used to. Everything's kind of messy now.
So while I'm sorting out this mess, I'll try to squeeze in time to write. Hopefully though, I'll get this whole shit done with and I can finally settle down.
I know no one will read this, so this is practically just a self rant to myself. I'll leave this on my profile, to those wanderers looking for new stories to read. There's nothing here.
Anyways, I've covered most of the things I wanted to say, so I'll be signing off now. I'll pop in once in a while to see how things going. There a likely chance I'll forget that this app exists though.
Other than that, I have no use in continuing any further, so I guess this is goodbye? Maybe. My life is full of surprises.
~rel