remy cruz

Thank you!

"I don't want to live
          
          I have nothing to give
          
          Why do you torture me so?
          
          Why can't you just let me go?
          
          I can't stand this constant pain,
          
          My heart is bound in chains.
          
          Still, nobody will let me die
          
          no matter how much I cry.
          
          I can't sleep at night
          
          because theres somebody holding me tight
          
          to the world: only one person keeping me in this life
          
          he is making me stay away from the knife.
          
          I literally can't live without him because
          
          he makes me smle with everything he says and does.
          
          The only one who doesn't treat me like shit,
          
          and I don't know what to think of it.
          
          All I know is I don't want to be here
          
          unless he is near.
          
          If he tries to leave me,
          
          then I will no longer be." http://wattpad.com/story/995218

"Do you ever feel numb?
          Feel like the world is slipping from under you,
          Feel like everyone's moving fast,
          And you're just watching.
          
          Do you ever feel motionless?
          When everything's set into motion,
          And there's no being part of it,
          At least, not for you.
          
          Do you ever feel like you want to change that?
          But you don't know how,
          Because you buried yourself deep,
          In your awakened sleep.
          
          Do you ever feel like you have a voice?
          But that voice isn't loud enough,
          So you quit trying,
          Because you think no one listens.
          
          Do you ever feel like you want to participate?
          In a world of fast pace evolution,
          Just because you want to fit in,
          To make yourself grow.
          
          Do you ever feel like it's enough to be yourself?
          That maybe, just maybe,
          Being an observer made you who you are,
          And you don't need anything else.
          
          Do you ever feel the need,
          To step out of your comfort zone?
          Just to see if it will work,
          And then you scream.
          
          Do you ever feel the need to scream?
          Your frustration! Your unhappiness!
          To voice your opinion,
          Because you pent it all up,
          And you just need to SCREAM.
          
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          A very big thank you to @mythinkingbox for reading it before I published it :D 
          
          I wrote it today because the first few paragraphs have been lying in my head for a while now, and  feeling like you're on the outskirts of something or that your just a bystander somehow makes its appearance in my life, and I HATE feeling that way. So I thought I'd scream :)
          
          Thanks for reading! And tell what you think, please?" http://wattpad.com/story/1765609