random a$$ teaspill sesh ab my life rn...
so there's this guy at my church (we can call him Harrison) who's kinda cute in an unassuming sorta way. the basis of our friendship is our mutual love for old disney channel movies/shows, sharing memes + random tiktoks, and serving at said church. we have a very platonic relationship dynamic... or at least, so i thought.
Harrison and I only ever communicate through memes and random small talk whenever we run into each other. I know hardly anything about him (that he knows of lol), but I'm pretty much an open book. I bring out the silly side of him, whereas usually he is quite reserved. And we're always encouraging each other. We've never hung out or even been alone together for longer than like 5 minutes, and usually, we're just being goofy the entire time. He's a friend, and I never thought he had any further interest in me. Why? Well, there are a few reasons:
1) If Harrison is in the market for a relationship, he's got plenty of prospects to choose from. Smarter, more experienced, and far prettier prospects. I'm not what you'd consider "conventionally attractive" (aka, I have the ugly), and I'm pretty sure I'm not his type.
2) Harrison hasn't given me any reason to believe he's even remotely interested in me. We only talk like maybe 2-3 times a week or not at all. He's never gone out of his way to talk to me until recently. But according to my brothers, Harrison acts like he has the biggest crush whenever we're together. His face gets red, he gets all giddy, and turns into a total simp. I really never noticed it.
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