I’m going to pour my heart out on this comment.
I’ve kinda been afraid to love anyone truly my whole life. I’ve been afraid of my personality because I care too much of what other people think. All the bad things my parents, my friends, my crushes has ever said about me, stuck. It stuck to my heart until it was too heavy to hold itself up. My heart kept building on this until I met a boy.
This boy changed my life. All of the negative things piled up on top of my heart... just disappeared. The only thing I ever thought about was him, the only thing on my heart was him. He asked me to the dance then, (exactly a year ago from today), and I said yes. I thought that all of my wishes had been brought to life. After the dance he asked me to be his girlfriend. My heart then was only filled with positive things. All the text messages he sent me made my day.
But those days abruptly came to a stop. This boy, my world, my everything, came crashing down on top of my heart. This was greater than any weight anyone could carry. This boy started talking to a girl online, sending her cute messages and hearts, thinking I couldn’t see them because ‘‘I didn’t have social media’’.
He started hanging out with my friends and leaving me out of parties. He barely talked to me. A few days later our relationship ended
The months after that I didn’t know I person could get as sad as I did. The only person I truly loved went and stomped on my heart.
I learned a lesson a few months later after thinking it through.
Don’t let anyone into your heart because they are just going to turn around and walk right back out again.
