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random people from my classroom and others.;
look at this girl! she has an menstruation cycle! haha!! why does she act so childish? I don't know why her boyfriend likes her. I wish she'd stop with the little babbles about Jschlatt(yes the streamer. he's my comfort streamer now :').) like, I heard he makes homo jokes. I dont know why her friends like her. I wish she'd just focus. it's not that hard. girls have it easy. don't overreact. OMG. SHAVE YOUR LEGS YOU LOOK LIKE AN GORILLA! I wonder why she's failing Math. it's not that hard! why does she overreact about blood from her menstruation. it's not like she's not the only one, Im so insecure about my looks while look at her so fucking pretty. I wonder why she exaggerates about her autism, why does she misspell sometimes? Not like she's dyslexic. ;
ok? it's just been fucking stressful. review until 4 am, only 2 hours to get ready. Staying in school for 420 minutes. study and do homework after school, finish a project, text my friends about the project and how I'm done and constantly changing my appearance to appeal my mother. I JUST WISHED THAT I WAS NOT AN FUCKING PUSSY ABOUT ME BEING TRANS. but at the same time. I FEEL HORRIBLE FOR BEING TRANS. half of my classmates. are. messing. with. my. brain. feelings. teasing me about how they'll make my partner cheat on me with them, and joking about how my partner made love to them last night. I'm so fucking tired..