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Hii... um... I was gone for a while haha...
          
          If you ever come back, I want to at least know you're doing better and are doing okay!
          
          I hope you're doing good out there! ^^
          
          

Oh, haha, i left so long YOU left!
          Well. Was gonna say i'm back and made a poem i thought you might relate to. I could probably make a discord account and message there!

Heyy I have been gone for a long time iris I hope you are doing well!! If you wanna fill me in on new stuff going on here I’m all ears <3
          
          xoxo - starz

bye
          
          read my bio .

i'm thinking of quitting this fuckass app. it was always a phase. i was a dumb kid who needed attention. but i realise that i was harming myself by surrounding myself with this toxic community.
          
          it's driving me away from my ultimate goal. i need to focus.
          i don't think people understand that i need to do so much more

your so peak twin pls dont get stabbed by toetim

ok tw kinda.
          
          
          
          
          i cannot keep defending my brother cuz wtf i just got the most fear-inducing flashback i think i've ever got
          like he just lightly smacked my head and seemed slightly mad but then i was suddenly 7 years old again and trying not to cry while he screams his head off about sum "don't tell mum and dad"
          
          I WAS 7 NO FUCKING WAY WAS I ABOUT TO BEAT HIM IN A FIGHT. LIKE DID THAT NOT REGISTER IN HIS HEAD
          i almost got a concussion once
          
          sometimes i forget that this is actually my life and i can't just undo things whenever i want.
          he could hit me lightly and i just start crying because i remember he used to not hold back yk
          
          i wish i was stronger.
          not rly a vent i'm used to him but sometimes he scares me

my fucking mum doesn't know how to just stfu in an argument
          
          I'VE learnt to do that before i turned 8
          so wtf is she doing
          
          basically my brother and her were talking about how like this guy on the phone said a name which was REALLY similar to his and he was like "isn't that concerning? he could've just meant my name and mispronounced it" and she was all "NOOO!!!11!! YOU'RE OVERTHINKING YOU DONKEY!11!!" i swear she called him a bitch in our language at one point
          
          like dawg please. yes i agree he was being a bit paranoid. but also can you like not react like that?? YOU have the power to think about your actions.
          
          i was with my little nokia and typing out a whole ass monologue about how dumb it was (actually it was only like 50 words, it's fucking hard to type on that thing) and i just had to listen to her yelling and screaming for 20 minutes straight
          
          bitch please... bitch please... bitch please... i am BEGGING you to let it go </3
          
          she never lets anything go anyway.

i like have potential like i'm a solid 4 or 5 but i lowk resent my parents since they both have recessed maxillas and i inherited it
          everyone in my family has it and it's weird because you never really see anyone else with that
          
          is ts too niche for you guys :sob:
          being a becky is good because i can get away with anything really
          
          my brother said i could marry any man i wanted which is a strange ??compliment??? but i guess people are desperate nowadays
          
          
          anyways maybe don't talk to me if you don't fw looksmaxxing people i'm kinda deep into this shit
          (oh uh if you don't want me to talk to you about it then like just lmk but i'm not just gonna bring it up randomly lol)

ooo i love the new themeeee