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on a lighter topic, all my ocs are either a tall gothic autistic woman, pathetic devoted man who looks like a neglected wet dog or an emotionally unavailable father figure and i think that really says something about me

this was rambly and all over the place but its something thats been swirling around in my head and i wanted to write it down somewhere. 
          
          i finally decided to change cursed eclipse, the harry potter fanfic i've been writing and planning for three years, which was also published for a short period, into an original book. my love for harry potter has dwindled very very slowly and it's gotten to a point where i can't stand it even if it's fan-made or as far away from canon as possible. i hate that it's taken me this long to be utterly disgusted at it but i think the fanon version of characters and childhood interest is what kept me here. 
          
          daily reminder that financially supporting jkr funds a threat to the safety of transgender individuals, as well as streaming the new hbo show when it releases. her work is laced with bigotry, ignorance and terrible world-building. trans rights are human rights and their community is deserving of living in a world that does not threaten or hide their existence.
          
          cursed eclipse, if it goes anywhere,  will hopefully be posted when it's been changed. i've always wanted to write my own book and ive got some cool ideas so far. I'm definitely going down a murder mystery route so im very excited

put the ai covers down & use shitty picsart stickers with a random pinterest back ground photo, a cursive font for a title and a polarr filter like god intended. 

season 5 vol 2 was certainly something!! literally game of thrones pt2

seeing all the stranger things fics updating in my notifs make me so happy 

things that are currently rotting my brain (november edition): the lost boys + michael (can they pass me around like a blunt PUH LEASE), interview with the vampire (devils minion), talamasca (gasper), frankenstein (creature), eddie munson, the mental debate of if im a man,

too many will byers fics are fem ocs, that boy is GAY!! it's the same with newt from maze runner, he likes MEN!!

on the topic of flawed characters, MAKE MORE FLAWED FEMALE CHARACTERS!!!

can we talk about how much misogyny there is in wattpad comments targeted towards fem!ocs? why are you calling a woman a bitch/whore/stupid because she's holding a grudge against the male love interest for calling her a slut?? like i see these types of comments often on this platform and have been since i've been reading on here and nobody talks about it. 
          
          i despise readers who fail to realise that a fanfic that includes an oc can be about exploring an already existing fictional world and being a normal person with realistic reactions to the situation around them. stop calling a female character misogynistic terms because she's not reacting the way you want her to regarding the universe and the love interest.  
          
          additionally, just because people are writing on this hellsite, it doesn't make authors any less of an author. just because a woman is fictional, it doesnt make your comments any less misogynistic. stop being so disrespectful in comments against a character who is being flawed and against an author who has created and shaped a character for a love interest and their corresponding universe
          
          (sorry for the ramble and if this doesnt make any sense im just word dumping rn)

i spend more tome making graphics, pinterest boards, etc for my fics than actually writing them