Hello dear readers,
I sincerely apologise for not connecting soon and informing regarding my reasons for not updating.
First of all, I will start from the time I stopped updating, that was, a year and half back. I had some private health and family troubles which affected my mental health too much so my parents left me at my aunt's home for 6 months. During that time I didn't have mobile with me. And even during some ocassions I had i was not allowed to use it for more than a hour. My aunt was too controlling and was sometimes used to verbally abuse. All this incidents impacted my mental health too much and I was too angry and bitter with my parents for leaving me with her(they had their reasons which I can understand now).
Finally I could not tolerate staying with her and by that time even the conditions at back home were some what better. It was around mid April that, I convinced my parents and got admitted for NEET classes in Aakash. I was too much exhausted from all these dramas that were happening in my life that i just lost interest in all other things and entirely focussed on studies and working towards my goal.
Amidst all this, sometimes in between my preparations this year, i coerced and willed myself to atleast inform the readers but every time I pulled back not having enough courage to type few sentences. I'm always the overthinker. Even before uttering a single word I think thousand different scenarios and let's say I didn't have enough guts to disclose about my situations back then. Many time I typed a few sentences and erased it not coming up with proper words.
