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kay change of plans i dropped the chapter earlier, and it’s 1.7k words

chapter three of rosy will be published tomorrow. it will be around 2k words. 

lately i’ve been appreciating Taeil like we all should and how he is such a sweetheart and deserves the world and literally is the best hyung to all the members and how he loves them and they love him back and how he doesn’t use his seniority to his advantage and how he lets them show him love and-

reading my bts chat room gives me literal nightmares like i want to delete it so bad lmaooo 

can we just talk about cherry bomb Taeil? i’m simping hard over this mann

I hate when you're always the first one to start the conversation and if you didn't, they would never even think of texting u :/

This has probably been the busiest December I've ever had school wise like I'm STRUGGLING

can i just talk about how in love I am with park chaewon 

Need to vent but what SM has been doing, continuously acting like Sicheng never existed pisses me off. Fans consistently have been calling them out but they keep doing this. How many times are they going to treat foreign members like trash? Why act like a talented, Chinese man named Dong Sicheng that left his country and his family and many other things just to train under your company and debut, doesn't exist? What happened with Sicheng and Renjun is disgusting and that manager needs to be fired for saying "Shut up." SM needs to get it together because SM doesn't deserve Sicheng. He is and will always be a member of NCT. 

current mood is listening to try again and crying. it's so damn beautiful and underrated ;-;