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gotta love autocorrect. Here an out of context tidbit: 
          
          "If it wasn't for the waitstaff redirecting your eyes to the food that was being served, you could have seen Hikaru embarrassed, hiding his cheese "

Researching deadly animals, how people die to them, or diseases/injuries and how to recover? 
          Fun, I'mma do that!
          
          Researching jobs or anything too slice of life-y? 
          What a hassle, no way.

A reader insert is a tool for the reader's imagination. 
          Writing reader inserts is building me my own tools for my imagination.

My stance towards Goro Akechi is weird. 
          1. I like him as a character
          2. I am not attracted to him
          3. I don't like him as a person
          I have conflicted feelings. It's like chocolate ice cream with vanilla sauce. My loved chocolate with disliked vanilla tastes good overall but would taste better without vanilla. 
          But I can't tell what I dislike like about Akechi.

Admire Vega (Umamusume) reminds me of Goro Akechi.

guns. oh my. please give Goro Akechi a gun. that's so attractive. I need more of it.

I just noticed that I gave a character a voice line  one scene after his death. Uh... yeah I can't leave it like that, however fitting that remark would be.

I think if I ever wrote smut I'd be a smut/crack (treaded seriously) hybrid and I don't know what to think about that.

I don't know what it means to be edgy. But I think what I'm writing right now is SO edgy.
          
          "This is Goro. Other people are not Goro. Other people have good lifes. Goro is very different from them. He has one similarity with another person. However it is obvious that their life could not be more different." 
          
          that's exactly the vibe I find myself writing lol I don't know if I can stop it, I might have to roll with it. 

writing a ship I like is just so kfkslsnslskbsossjqnaöskykwlybynslskynslaknssnalsoynsosnykskyn *nom* *gulp* and I feel normal again