retiredsamm

Idek what to say. This year just keeps getting worse. This was so unexpected. Gonna miss you Chadwick. Love you❤️

retiredsamm

I just want to get some of my feelings out rn, and what better way to than to write. 
            
             I'm just in another one of my sad moods. Missing Cameron like crazy. It still doesn't make sense to me like...how is he already gone? It still hurts and it's confusing like I didn't know him personally but I feel like I lost a close friend. The fact that it's been almost 5 months is insane to me. I don't think this hurt is ever gonna go away but I'm just gonna have to move forward. It still hurt but I'll get through it cause to quote Cam "I'm a thrivor" 
          
          Bye y'all

retiredsamm

Uhm... Ok uh.. This is gonna be hard ash to write. Today has been... Painful to say the least. If you don't know actor Cameron Boyce has passed away... And I've been trying to deal with it but it's hard, I'm not even gonna lie. I never would've thought that I'd be writing something like this so soon but... Here we are. First thing I did when I found out was deny it, I just knew he couldn't be gone. And then came the tears. It still doesn't feel real, like it feels like I'm just dreaming and tomorrow I'll wake up and he'll be here. But I know that's not the truth. 
          
          Cameron, I love you so much and I wish you could've stayed a little longer but at least you touched the people you could while you were here. I love you, I'm really gonna miss you... 
          
          Goodbye ❤