rexgense

Is everyone suddenly being a bitch to me these days, or am I just extra sensitive because I’m on my period?

rexgense

what does it mean when the only better moment i could have in a day is gooning? not reading, nor sleeping.    but sometimes i get this greed to eat all the foods out there, just in case i die and regret that i wasnt able to do all the things i wanted.              i fell so sick of myself.    and everyone thinks the same way too.

rexgense

am i making the right thing still? i feel like i lost myself for a very long time now. i don't want to complain; i want to be mature when i face it.    but sometimes, or perhaps most of the moments, i feel so little. And feeling that way just proves that i am really not so mature yet. I should consider those moments as lessons,, right? Yes. I must think only positively.   but what if i shouldn't be?  what if it's a sign that i am not going to be happy anytime soon, what if it does not get better at the end of the day?   am i in the right place still?

rexgense

I will reclaim what is rightfully mine. I am destined for immense blessings that will create a life that is perfect, enjoyable, and full of meaning. A beautiful future awaits me, and I am ready for it. I want it back, and I will have it.