hihi! happy may 4th c: !
just updating all of you about everything going on, as i cannot bring myself to continue silver silks. at least not in the way it is currently. all i find when i go back to look at what was written are flaws, which makes sense as i wrote so much so quickly and burned myself out entirely doing so. if i ever do go back to lyra, i would likely change a LOT about her and her relationship with anakin. i must have been blinded by hayden christensen writing this, because all my life anakin has never once been a character i thought about so much as i did when writing silks. and i dislike that he doesn’t feel true to anakin in my story anymore. i feel like ive lost the snarky angry 19-21 year old i wanted to counterpart with lyra.
so, as i know so many of you love it, would you prefer i leave it be, not editing their story together (including the grammatical errors/repetitiveness), or attempt a rewrite? i can’t promise anything, but it would be VERY different if i find the motivation again to work on it.
ive wanted to work on other stories here but feel so horrible leaving you all hanging so i haven’t posted anything. especially star wars. i almost made an entirely new account to post on lol.
but i wanted to let you know as i am pretty positive i posted the first chapter of silver silks on may 4th, it felt like the right day to do so.
sending all my love
<3
