i think i've said this in my journal but im blind. Its a shit show. Fake friends are fucking amazing. Theres this one guy i was friends with for a bit but he started ignoring me and skipping lunch so ya girl hides in the fucking handicapped stall of the school bathroom because i can sit on the little vent thing and have an anxiety attack there rather then standing in a cramped ass stall and doing that shit. So because im blind i have 0 friends. Yay!