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I just feel so liberated after reading Something Spectacular. It has made me feel all the emotions that I bottled inside my head amd questions I keep on going back yet remained unanswered. The confusion and unwillingness that adulthood comes with are litterally speaking on my behalf that my tears can't be hold in. The way its author tells the story and includes me, a struggling broadcasting student, in it puts me in the adventures of each characters. It's heart breaking and liberating at the same time. The sadness and silent cries of help people are keeping will help us determine who we are in the future. 

Empty. 

I don't see myself studying at UP anymore. I don't know if it's a good thing or not kasi it's my dream school. :<

Puro ko Kaye Cal these past few days, bear with me friends. Masyado kong naakit ng boses ni bb kikal hihi. 

Nakapasa ko ng pupcet, so does it mean hindi na talaga ko makakapasa sa upcat? :<

Bakit ba kasi napakabilis kong maattach? Azar. 

Nagloloko yung watty ko :<. It keeps on logging out everytime na magkakaroon ng internet connection bad trip. 

Sana matuloy si papa sa NZ tapos after a year or two, masunod yung planong mag migrate kami doon. Siguro wala ng stress from my family. Wala ng dada directed to us. 

It's 1D's 7th anniversary. Damn.

Just need some loving tonight.