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The Mask
          
          He smiles, I cry.
          He is outgoing, I am shy.
          He loves, I am alone.
          He is amazing, I am unknown. 
          He is beautiful, I am a mess. 
          He is happy, I am depressed. 
          My mask is perfect: 
          He hides me.
          
          
          
          I mean that mask would be perfect❤

 #bored lol..i think he's gonna mute me cause i annoy him a lot but he mostly ignores me though so yeah  #sleeptalking

I sit and look right at you 
          You stare back into my eyes 
          But you have no idea 
          You're the reason that I cry 
          I think about you constantly 
          And wonder what it'd be like 
          For you to hold me in your arms 
          One sad and lonely night 
          To know that you are right there 
          To wipe away my tears 
          And right there to save me 
          From all my hidden fears 
          But you're already taken 
          You have someone elses heart 
          And I know that a relationship 
          With you will never start 
          So as you sit here staring 
          Back into my eyes 
          My outside smiles back at you 
          But inside my heart still cries
          
          
          
          
          
          
          still, why cant you just be mine?❤

Sometimes (10 w)
          
          Sometimes
          I
          Forget 
          That 
          You
          Are 
          Actually 
          
          A 
          Human..
          
          

when ur dad pulls that "tell about that boy who has a crush on u" likee daadd..i dont even exist in the eyes of many

          
          I'll Wait
          
          This heartache I just can't explain,
          All I ever feel is pain,
          That passion I long for true love for real,
          His gentle caressing what I long to feel, 
          A love that when we are together
          we'd rather die than be apart,
          A love that when our lips meet 
          I can feel the kiss from his heart.
          I'll wait forever to have this special love, 
          I'll even wait for all eternity in the heavens above,
          All this waiting for him may cause me pain and strife,
          But I'll wait, because this love comes once in a life.
          ❤

p.s. i never told you but i was starting to have have a crush on you

ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ɢᴏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ....ɪ'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋ ɪᴛ. ✊

(♥ω♥*) ima become asexual..i swear *hits on myself*

i hate boys *rolls eye at tht last one*