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i just miss my life in this time.

cute naman na wala ako masyado kilala dito ahahahhahhah freedom wall after all.

sometimes i just want to disappear, that's all

feeling shitty right now, feeling dependent on others. how do i remove my attachments?? how do i feel loved??? nakakapagod

tangina naman kasi, idk, parang ang daming reasons. alam ko may paraan. i feel selfish, i should understand but at the same time i hope he understands na hindi easy sa akon to especially with what i am experiencing right now. i'm at my lowest and all i want is someone to understand and be. there for me.. i don;t feel that all

i dont feel loved at all

i don't understand myself anymore, it's like, everything is bad, I wanna fell better i can't stop crying. im so scared of everything, i feel like everyone will leave. i can't. i feel like a burden to everyone. why do i have to be emotionally weak. wtf

i'm so tired of begging for the bare minimum.

ilang beses ko na rin nasabi yung sa assurances, dami mong reason, di naman ganon kahirap yung request ko eh, i'm so tired of begging for the bare minimum

putangina nagtatanong lang naman ako kasi i don't get enough attention from you, it's a way for me to ask you to communicate with me, then ikaw pa may gana maggalit tangina di na ako magsasalita bahala ka